my other side

sleeping with someone…

Written on June 18, 2007 – 1:46 am | by ruzell-masiglat

i slept with someone, with the essence of wholesome meaning of sleeping in bed with a guy beside me and not in a sensual way. though it was only for a short span of time but, somehow i felt so secure beside him. all my worries and insecurities inside vanish. he made me feel like i am, dreaming the most amazing and wonderful dream that i, do not want to wake up anymore but, i am awake in did. when i turn around there i was facing him face to face i, even feel the warmth of air he breathe. i was trying to see his face in a dark and a thought wishing that, that night never ends. i wished to kiss him but i did not, besides lying in a cushion with him is enough. plus, the fact that we have no connections like a girl and boy relationship. knowing that when i open my eyes and someone is there besides me is such a great satisfaction i could ever imagine. thinking it again that he was there with me, it gives me a shiver because i know it was just it sleeping with a friend a guy friend. it was so me someone who will never done anything unpredictable because i am such a good girl too good.. And he was not mine..